Dear me,

I'm sorry. Couldn't take it. I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I was.
Guess after all I still need a hug, a shoulder to cry, an arm to hold me.
I promisse next time I'll try. I will not fall again like this and all the other times. Next time I'll win, next time i will be strong till the end.

(But after all, we know it will happen again)